The Itch

Have any of you seen "Black Snake Moan?" If you have, then you'll know what I'm talking about...somewhat. Of course, my itch isn't sexual, but pure, unadulterated, desire...

to change.

For those of you not knowing what "Black Snake Moan" is about, here is a concise synopsis. This chick was abused as a child and grows up being quite the town floozy. She gets the "black snake moan"/the itch, meaning she needs to have *clears throat* relations with a man. So she does. Samuel L. Jackson comes along and saves her. The end.

I have the itch. I'm discontent. I crave a change of location, or change of pace, or change of something. (JOB!!) Maybe I'm just craving an adventure.  My friends Mikayla and Vince just got back from hiking half of the Appalachian Trail.  Christopher and I have been talking of thru-hiking it. Of course, he's quite settled in his job at the moment, and we're quite settled in our 2 year lease. (ugh).

If there is one thing I'm good at, it is slipping out of a contract :) But in this case, I'm sure it would cost me a pretty penny to end a 2 year lease. So...here I am, existing. Looking at job postings daily. Looking at apartments in NYC. Looking at teaching overseas again, but somewhere besides Korea. Looking at driving a tool truck for a company across the United States, but only coming home on the weekends. I'm quite a contradiction, you know. I love all these ideas, but I also love having the stability of friends and family being close. The grass is always greener.

Positive notes: I get to babysit my sister's puppy while she goes home for her 10 year high school reunion. This weather we are having is amazing. Stoli Jolene is getting bigger by the day (and cuter).

This is not a Race

I had another couchsurfing experience.  I hosted two wonderfully funny and awesome guys from England, Nick and Greg.  Unfortunately, they only stayed at the house for one night, but they arrived around 7pm (after being lost in Charlotte for about an hour). We chatted, they showered, and we headed off to Jackalope Jack's, a local watering hole, for some real American fun.  I directed them to try Olde Mecklenburg Copper and they loved it.  For those of you unaware, Olde Mecklenburg Copper is one of three beers brewed in Charlotte. It is truly Charlotte's brewery. Of course I cannot allow someone to come to Charlotte and not try local products. We headed outside to play cornhole - a game neither of them played (and to be quite honest, neither of them were particularly good at it); but it was great fun and we shared stories and laughs. They are great guys, and I feel that if they lived here or we lived there, we'd all be good friends.

Greg is beside me and Nick is the far right.

On another note, work has been occupying my time wholly.  I haven't spent any time with Christopher in 8 days. That's a bit absurd when I live with the guy. Work is completely monotonous, dreadful, and mindless. I remember working at Miyo's throughout college and loving going to work. I didn't curse everyday knowing that I had to spend x amount of hours there. I hung out with the people I worked with, and had an overall good time. But here, I hate waking up only to go to work all day then come home to sleep. I don't hang out with my co-workers (aside from Brooke whom I was friends with before I worked with her). I cannot wait to get way ahead on my bills so I can quit and find another job that I can work part time while I go to school.  I mean, I'm paying 200 less for rent here in Charlotte than I was in Columbia. I believe that everyone needs to be happy, for life is short, no? So, I'm working on being entirely happy.  Work is the only obstruction. 

I cannot wait to go back to school. I believe I've settled on Dental Hygiene. Good hours. Good work environment. Good pay. I sometimes feel I am so far behind others. Many of my friends have "real" jobs and I'm just stuck being a server. Although, none of my friends can say they've lived in Korea, ha! I often find I have to tell myself not to hold onto these expectations of everyone else. Life isn't a race and I don't need to rush to find a "real" job. I don't know any other job that will let me take off random days when I want or need, which I enjoy.

Upcoming things I'm super excited for:

- Football season!!

- Aly's wedding

- Thanksgiving/family time!!

- Friendsgiving (friends get together with tons of food and wine)

- Christopher's birthday/NYC trip!! (our Book of Mormon tickets arrived yesterday)

While others say winter is depressing, I delight in the cold, gray days. Can't wait!